WE ARE FINALLY ENGAGED!!

So I’m the type of person who does not like cooking or anything to do with being in the kitchen.. But today I felt like baking?? Odd yes I know.. I baked some chocolate chip cookies and banana nut muffins… and I must say they are damn GOOD!!! And I know my baby loves so banana nut muffins.
so everything is going very well with us. I had a huge break down the other morning. I was such a mess. I started to think Charles when he leaves for basic training. Why you might ask??? Well I will tell you from the beginning… ever since I he passed the test for the military I think I just shut down. And put you the HUGE wall towards Charles. It was like I did not want anything to do with him. Cause I m so scared :( about what could happen to him. I know that is so selfish but I did not know what to do or to say hey kiera you life is gonna have a big change happening and you can stop it if you want. Or be brave and let it all happen. So now I sitting here starting to think about everything and I get I choked up but I’m ok :) but after the break down Charles and I are a lot stronger .. I could not be happier right now I love him so much. Well off to cook some dinner…:)

Yet another break Down!!

so this morning i had another break down. idk how it started but i think i was cry for two hours.