WELL I THINK WE ALL KNOW THAT IF YOU LIVE IN THE METRO PHOENIX AREA YOU KNOW ITS HOT, BUT LATELY IT SEEMS TO DAMN HOT, LIKE SO HOT YA GO OUTSIDE AND YOUR NOT EVEN OUT THERE 5 MINUTES, AND YOU ALREADY HAVE A NICE TAN. I HAVE BEEN HERE MY WHOLE LIFE YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE USED TO IT, BUT NOPE. SO I ASK THIS. WHEN IS THE HEAT GOING TO STOP? HOPEFULLY HERE IN A MONTH OR SO, CUZ LIKE WHOA!!!!!!! ITS HOT, SO DAMN HOT YOU SWEAT WHILE YOU TAKIN A SHOWER. I MEAN WE DONT GOT NOTHIN ON AFRICA BUT DEEEAMMMN, ITS A HOT MOTHA, AND YOUR CRAZY IF YOU TAKE A HOT SHOWER. WELL YOUR PROBABLY THINKIN WHAT KIND OF BLOG IS THIS. WELL ITS MY BLOG AND BY THE WAY THIS IS CHARLES WRITING THIS ONE. WELL HAVE A HOT A$$ DAY
so everything is going very well with us. I had a huge break down the other morning. I was such a mess. I started to think Charles when he leaves for basic training. Why you might ask??? Well I will tell you from the beginning… ever since I he passed the test for the military I think I just shut down. And put you the HUGE wall towards Charles. It was like I did not want anything to do with him. Cause I m so scared :( about what could happen to him. I know that is so selfish but I did not know what to do or to say hey kiera you life is gonna have a big change happening and you can stop it if you want. Or be brave and let it all happen. So now I sitting here starting to think about everything and I get I choked up but I’m ok :) but after the break down Charles and I are a lot stronger .. I could not be happier right now I love him so much. Well off to cook some dinner…:)
